2nd Anniversary !

Fuh! Finally manage to post an entry. Had not been super occupied for Christmas. No party, no crazy drinking and binging. In fact, I am not in Christmas mood at all. I actually feel kind of moody and I wonder why. Sigh.

I should be happy with my current life. I should be grateful. Why am I going through one of those down-for-no-reason-moments again? I hate it when this happens. I know I should not waste my time sulking and I should enjoy every second of my life but things are easier said than done. Feelings are so difficult to control, especially since I am of the fairer sex.

I should be grateful because although I am not a masters graduate, I am qualified enough to earn a decent job. My paycheck does not secure me a worry-free retirement life but at lease it's enough for me to meet my commitments and to do a little retail therapy. My family is not broken, my parents are still together, and my brother is leading his dream life. See, my life is complete, why am I feeling so shitty??

I guess it must be because of loneliness. I have friends but something is just missing. Will elaborate more in my next entry. I feel so inspired to blog nowadays. Good news!

It's always at times like this that I am truly happy that geniuses come up with blogspot. I always do feel better after pouring my feelings here. Muacks Mich's Monologue. Happy 2 years anniversary!







Merry Christmas! Love, Peace & Joy!