What do you want in Life ?

It's already 3am but I am in the mood of blogging, therefore here I present my second entry for the day. Actually it's not so much a matter of mood, I had to always post entries late at night because I prefer to blog discreetly (which explains why my blog is photograph-free) and prefer to write only when my family members are asleep. Besides, I believe I can write better with the quietness and peacefulness of the night.

Lets get to the main topic! I feel very grateful and happy with my life. I feel blessed to have understanding, caring and supportive family members. I am also honoured to fill my weekends with lunch and dinner dates with different group of friends. I felt that everyone moment of my life is meaningful being surrounded by wonderful people. I used to be a shy and quiet girl in high school and chose to change for the better since I started college. I don't go clubbing as I don't fancy night life but just chatting with great people over a nice meal always make my day.

As for working life, I sort of enjoy it although Monday morning blues is a norm for me and my Mondays always kick-start with "I dislike my job. I am going to jobstreet to hunt for a more interesting and better paying job" but at the end of the day, that thought usually ward off. I dread Tuesdays too because I have to rush to class right after work and that means it will be a really long and tiring day for me.

I had given up my course for quite a while and recently decided to pursue it again, but it was a decision not solely made by me. I was sort of forced to continue this field of studies which I seriously have lose interest. At the age of twenty plus, I finally realise that my ambition is to be a cabin crew. Some people might laugh and look down on this job because it requires simple qualification and you don't have to invest much money to pursue this ambition. Plus, some people have the mindset that cabin crews and pilots are big flirts. I don't actually care what people think and say because it is my life and only I can live my life. My biggest dream in life is to see the world and meet people from all walks of life, and this occupation can make my dream a reality.

With the world economy crisis and political chaos in Malaysia, experts say that it is best to invest in education (learn something new, sign up for a new course, upgrade yourself) because it guarantees a better future but I choose to differ. I have the intention to stop my course of studies because I don't plan to work in this field for the rest of my life. Since I don't plan to go far in this field, why should I 'waste' money in this course? Plus I still have a long way to graduation. This decision will definitely shock and disappoint my parents and I am in a dilemma now.