Double Chocolate Ice Blended

Sipping my double chocolate ice blended with extra shot of chocolate fudge, I am suppose to be somewhere alse at this very moment. But here am I, sitting all alone at the corner of this brightly-lit, fully air-conditioned with soft music playing in the background cafe. I am casually reading a chic lit while taking in more caffeine. I am suppose to be doing something important now, something that gives people around me hope. But here am I, avoiding reality, avoiding difficulties, taking the easy way out. No, not taking the easy way out but totally avoiding it.

It feels very weird, I am suppose to be absolutely guilty of what I am doing now. However, I am actually sort of indulging this present situation. I do not feel as bad as I thought I would (is it because this route is not that wrong after all?). I do not feel lonely without a companion. The five strangers on the other two tables are sort of keeping me company.

This is the second time I took this very same route. 'Doing the same thing again and again does not make it better and does not make much difference.' Age is but only a number, lead the life you desire without having to explain to anyone. It is impossible to start all over again but you can create a brand new ending with the choice you make today.

Waste no more time. You have spent nearly a quarter century of your life, make the other half a century of your life meaningful.

PS : I am so in love and grateful to Blogspot as well as Wifi. I feel so much better after expressing the above here. I could not share it with anyone because I do not want to disappoint my loved ones.